Story

I’ve been homeless since I was 15 years old my mother told me something that a child never wants to hear from the woman that gave birth to him and it hurt in so many ways she told me that I am a worthless lost cause to her an the life she gave me she told me that she should have never gave birth to me she said she couldn’t afford a abortion an she don’t know why she just didn’t give me up but now she hate me even more is why she had told me can’t stand the site of me an said alot of other hurtful things that I can’t really put out there very foul is all I can say so it gave me PTSD at a very young age and sent me down a very dark hole i had now were to go no there family to turn to so I started sleeping in parks under bridges any we’re i could an I never felt safe ate out of dumpsters but most nights I went hungry if I even slept cause I never new if I was going to wake up the next day so I have been struggling with that for almost 20 years now and it hurts cause everyone i turned to or looked at as family or friends always turned on me an put me out to the wolves for that I fight my mental demons ever day and it’s hard for me to ask for help because when I have i get looked down on an my mental health has stopped me many times when I’ve had a job or two but I have tried but it’s hard not having no were to go so thank you for reading my story and hope that you can find it in your heart to help me an my struggle